Gay 1st time stories

Here's the true story of my first time. I've kept this to myself for weeks and have to get it out. Backstory, i'm 40 yr old straight male. I've been curious every since my early 20s. It started when I first got my own place. Shy early 20s kid in really good shape but single a lot of the time.
James' Story - James tells the short story of his first gay sexual encounter at fourteen, with his fifteen year old cousin. series Steve's Story - Steve tells the story of his first sexual encounter at eighteen.